My Name is
Eugenia, I'm 24, living in
Russia and dreaming of a
not-real
job.
I hate my
job. Every morning I ask
myself: is this all that I was
born for ?!
With 22 years
I completed my study of
international relations, that I
allways hated, but did it
because my friend studied it.
So it was not my real
choice.
Then I took
my job as internet project
developer, but only for money,
only to live somehow and to pay
my flat.
And it is now
2 years
ago.
But SUDDENLY
a realised: why should I be
afraid and do only what the
circumstances want from me?! Am
I not free to choice my life
myself?
And this
question in me was so loud and
amazing!
I cannot
stand sitting in front of
computer and starring
advertising internet banners
that I have to sell to the
clients.
It is not my
life - said my heart. I want to
enjoy every minute of my life
and not just wait for the end
of the office
day!
I cannot be
like a prisoner of
circumstances and my fear to
CHANGE my life
anymore.
My boyfriend
does not understand
me. But I am so hard in my
opinion!
2 days ago I
find your book in the internet.
And it is exactly what I was
looking for!
The only
question is: is it possible -
to have not real job and to
have a family? Have you
children?
Because
everybody who has not a real
job just says about himself and
never about his family -
children or wife?
Do you have
children and
wife?
Please,
answer me, how can I compare
family with not real job? Do
you have an example? And what
is about your
family?
Thank you
very much! I will continue
reading your books and today
after office I'll go and buy a
notebook to wright my wishes
and talents down)
best
regards
Eugenia